The Other Me

The shining glass in front of me Reflected light directly to my eyes Colors shattered so rapidly Disappeared in silence of the night And you laughed against my will And threw my rainbows to fire “Shouldn’t get too far, I must kill The other me that they admire.” Unpleasant perfection’s on your face Waiting for me to start a mortgage Now I regret that I traded my days For you are leading me to a carnage Hours and days are getting more horrible ‘Am rotting and terrified by my own fears For the truth is worse than miserable But they only see the visual tears I'm tired of being a slave of yours But you’re just a hidden part of me I have always made myself be forced Out of your shadow penitentiary Sought revenge from cloud lines to sea floors Tried to escape from your castle fantasy But I’m trapped, held back by closed doors And made to stand on my own knees eternally I begged you to stop seizing me Do you remember that day? T’was the same day I broke free First time you ever heard me say I cursed your name so cruelly In the dark of the night I pray Threw your diamonds on your body Thought but violence is the only way But everything was a dream seen clearly So, was meant to wake up to face reality