"Para sa Gown" becomes "Para sa Gamot"

Parang mas mahal pa gamot kaysa kung magpa-custom ako ng traje.

'Pagbalik ko sa office, sa Shangri-la na ako babalik kasi Anniv Ball na. O maysakit pa rin ba ako hanggang doon? Hahaha.

'Di ko na masasaksihang ma-release 'yung mga tenta. Mahal ko 'yung mga 'yun eee.

Wala na ako leave credits and 2 cutoffs tatamaan ng aking pagtatago hahaha. And thanks because I was saved by last week's fieldwork (so may sweldo pa rin). But in substance, it's one whole cutoff without pay. It's just shared by 2 cutoffs so I don't suffer much.

Don't worry. I'm not ranting. Audit pays low but it can sustain my and my family's life. What am I a CPA for if I can't even do budgets.

Plus, my teammates are really wonderful (kahit alam ko may follow-up pa rin pero okay lang kung dahil sa inefficiency ko hehe).

My work anniv yesterday was a slumber party with myself. Imagine how lonely that is. Can't even finish my worksheets properly and punctually because it's so damn tiring to stay in a sitting position for 10mins.

Well, food cost lessened because of this damn apetite. All other costs abnormally increased while finances gets depleted.

Again, it's okay. I thought kasi nung Monday that my body backfire the stress of the busy season kaya I thought my income cannot afford my health maintenance. Figured out it's not like that pala. I'm really glad nag-wither na yata lahat ng busy season stress na hindi na sila babalik. So, I consider myself back to normal health, generally. Minalas lang pala tayo today, beh. Don't assume bigla-bigla kasi. May symptoms kasi na matagal mag-reveal ng mothership.

Buti na lang nag-1 year na ako kahapon. Oh, the HMO benefits. I hope also for PHIC and SSS.

These days I became so mapurol I totally forgot about the health card. Thanks to a co-worker and our company nurse who reminded me.

My real problem is:

And now, tatakbo ako somewhere else kasi I need to seclude myself since I'm a walking threat.

How To Live in Isolation, Season 2. At least, 'di na ako nagde-delirium gaya nung 2nd year high school na nakahiga ako sa isang bed full of rabbits na bino-broadcast ni Kuya Kim sa Matanglawin.

That's the background of my sad posts since Sunday. Reading the comments made me realize that what I said were double-defined to everyone, like everyone (kasi I only had one thought when I posted them haha but then it turned out that it can be interpreted in some other way pala. So irresponsible of me).

Anyway, it gave me a click to read the insights of grown and wise professionals who care about me and my welfare. I'm really blessed to be continuously guided by strong guardians.

"Hello, World at mga dropping blood pressure at mga virus. HINDI KAYO ANG MAGPAPA-RESIGN SA AKIN." Only I decide that. Hahahaha.

In the end, gusto ko lang sabihin na,

"Hello, World at mga dropping blood pressure at mga virus. HINDI KAYO ANG MAGPAPA-RESIGN SA AKIN." Only I decide that. Hahahaha.

And back to the original May Sakit Ako main idea, this is really annoying and inconvenient. I really feel pathetic lying in bed for three days, then going to the office this morning, only to go home and lie down again.

I'm not spreading negativity. We just can't separate me and negative honest words because that's who I am. Haha. Also, may outbreak ba? Wala namang infected sa bahay o sa office. Anyare?

'Yun na 'yun. Tutulog na ako ulit. Hahaha.

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PS: Goodbye din pala sa mga plano-planong skin care.