Fourteen-ity

I took time to reminisce last night Started from the moment I turned off the light The memories continuously flashed through my mind Lying on my bed, there they went, a complex rewind I played a repeating background music And began defragmenting myself as tragic as terrific I closed my eyes and reflected through and through It’s nice, very great, since it’s all about You. Soon, I got tired of this kind of recalling Brain scanned successfully and found nothing Meanwhile, I was hoping, I was wondering Will my phone sing Mine, silence-breaking? Without any excuse, suddenly shouted, Hey! At least, nobody heard and nobody cared With my eyes shut, I wished all away And started to think what I've done yesterday Yesterday, let us define yesterday Yesterday was the birth of the dawn’s first ray Yesterday was the time when I wished all the way Yesterday was the milestone path I made with clay Yesterday was the tree that sprang on summer May Yesterday was the vitamin that kept me shouting Hey! Yesterday was the season when the mind had nothing to say Yesterday was the letter that I’ve thrown away I grabbed a pencil and an old notebook To write something as weird as I can My head ached from the sudden I started to think “Hey, what am I going to do again?” I looked at the mirror and my favorite calculator To find out which one of them is really better And I shook my head and laughed and thought I was growing crazier than ever! I started to yawn and feel sleepy Along with the notions and a fading memory Of past emotions I thought now were so funny Of people who built me and made me see Those hypocrites who ran away from me Now, I'm going to miss my fourteen-ity And face the new life waiting for me Singing the birthday song happily